July 2009
1 post
On that E
Damn this E is good. Makes me feel so high. Everything tingles. I don’t want this E to go away. I feel like im flying. I love this E. The only E i’ll need.
I love my E,
I love erikacamisse
June 2009
11 posts
33 miles
bombing down the hill. 33 miles per hour. I want to sneak out and burt into your room tonight. great day wiht the day biked for 5 hours. yadida im so tired
nothing left for me
theres nothing left. I get fucking SHIT. My day gets taken away on thursday. And you’re too fucking busy. Yeah a sincere phone call i would love that, too bad i don’t get em’ and today wow. I wake up fucking early dress nice prepare you your lunch, find your pad lock, FUCKING GO AND GET AND FLOWERS, and your not even home. Yeah i’ll admit i cried on my fucking bed. yeah...
“Its about hanging on even after others have let go”
– but you haven’t let go, so why does it feel like it
bright
When love isn’t enough what else is there? I’m trying to cumunicate and trying so much, but your too busy. I remember when I had my time. My time, when we so bright we could see everything. Please don’t dim. I see her still, I see you. Do you see me?
bike ride
around all of evergreen, Deep talks on the curve. Real talk. I was waiting for a call so i could rush home and talk my friends even said jansen shouldn’t you be on the phone with erika? And as I asked myself why did they even have to ask? Damn
restless nights
On a couch, with foodnetwork on, sweating like hell cuz of summer, and with the wait of a call. Wait of a care. Wait to be with you. At leat “telo”-pathicly haha. I really do miss you. I havn’t seen you all summer and it’s killing me. Now, it’s another restless night on the cumputer blogging the ifs whats and thens, when really I just want to be with you.
selfish
I’ve been eating all the cake* and haven’t been sharing any. I’m sorry
a day full of fix gears
walking home in the rain, little rain but still rain. I kept thinking that’d you fly outa the sky and pick me up. Oh damn do i miss you !
go
watch up!!!
sushi
2 golden california rolls + 1 dragon roll = satisfaction
May 2009
33 posts
“go into war with he determination to kill, but not with the hopes of coming out...”
– samurai
baby sitting
ariana and bella
teal striped tie
I want to keep you. Tighter than the notch of my tie knot. I want us to get better and we will.
“HUN”
– I love you
eyes
to me it’s one of the most important body parts, along side with the heart and brain but that’s another story. I mean they do so much, and we have not just one but two. My eyes do alot. They dry up when i’m running to catch a bus so I can see you on time. They water up when you tell me something really sweet. And when I close my eyes I can dream. Dream of a place where you and I...
you two aren't related
first day in vegas is pretty grand. Amazing lights and buildings. I’m glad i have mochi with me. just had a night swim with erika just us two. tomorrow is the wedding goodnight.
last minute packing
all done and accounted for.I wont need to find space to put you in my luggage because your soming this time around (=
enjoy
the gladiators sunshine!
ahhh yesterday
chill day- bikes n pikes. Pretty face, new shoe lace.
goodmorning mothers
Happy mothers day!
“sweat pants, hair tie, chillin’ with no make-up on- thats when your the...”
– baby you the best
asdf
it’s like you didn’t care at all. It’s 11 pm your at your grandma’s your too busy for me to talk, and you barely respond either? well i was waiting all day to talk, but i’ll just be on the floor, sleeping. hoping tomorrow will be better. ily.
on mah mind
Been thinking of you all day, er’ day
anv*
I woke up with a huge smile, and a warm feeling. With a happy anv* babby. I know we didn’t talk much today but every word was meaningful. I want to call you, but you might yell at me? Ahh, whatever i’ll do it. I love you Erikacamisse Cabnes Calica Diaz Abellera. Don’t stop shinning. I bet you looked cute today again!
“You guys are jailbait!”
– Grace pretty chill, from zumies. Along with some chill white guy
“I’ll give you guys my discount cuz’ you guys are good and...”
– brandon from gamespot hoocked us up with pokemon sticker book
fix pike
he feels the wind through his hair even with a hat on, and I feel my arm tighten up. Today we did work. Reached some new highs, a higher wheelie and a longer pike. Good times, good company. Meeting Brandon and Grace nice folks who had a lot to say, even better company. made some adabo, now we just chilling waiting for a midnight sesh, bboy and bike.
it's on?
I give you love. But who said I have to? I don’t know what you’ll do with it. Will you throw it away, use it as your pillow, use it as a coat when your cold? It’s on me? If I don’t give it then i don’t know, you might just need that pillow, or coat. It’s on me to give you that chance, but it’s on your if your gonna appreciate it. You do appreciate it, and...
“It’s better to have loved than not to love at all
But trying is worst...”
– from the song lions tigers and bears, If we fall we fall together. And we’ll help each other up.
live it up
headache i can’t find pictures for my girlfriend’s project! ahhhh about 3 more. Making some potstickers. I really do miss her. I bet she looked cute, again. I really wanted to visit her, but she was busy darn. It’s cool though. Damn i still need to find picturees!
best i ever had
where do i start?! we fight we yell we scream we cry we laugh we smile we hug we love. Yeah I know we get a bit over the top but damn we still come back. You all I ever wanted. I do care about you. I’m on my little rocketship and i’m coming back. I was just stuck on the moon. And the view from here is amazing. I’m glad I know i’m yours. I came back from retreat with a new...
April 2009
4 posts
heatwave
is killing me! i get out super early wednesday and thursday joy!
oh and
I won’t forget the pot stickers
i'll run
most definetly anywhere, at anytime- for you. This weekend has been harsh and rough, but I know through the darkest of rooms we still seem to make it out together. When your down expect me to help you up, not because I need too, but I want too. I know your a tiny big girl but if i’m here might as well do it together right? I’ll make it up to you, spam musubi, green tea mochi, lemonade,...